Chasing A Girl

I just finished talking to her and I feel that there is something wrong...am I becoming less passionate to understand more about her or was I becoming disappointing and powerless on her responses to me. Perhaps, I just over-expected something from her, the things may be her passionate or her heart totally open to me...I have known that she is a slow person. Don't know why there is an urge of crying filling my heart, all I need is to calm down my sad feeling. Hopefully I would be brave enough to counter this feeling, I wish to walk away from the shadow of my past. Try me then and I wouldn't scare to be hurt again....writing till here, I think I was over thinking, haha... to chase a girl, you need to be passionate and patient, I guess...whatever then, let the winds decide where should it fly towards, sigh...one said:' When the love is true, it will find a way'. I need to trust and flow then..

Home Sweet Home

It have been 2 days I came back to my home, becoming more lazy and always asked my younger sis to do things. I felt a bit special this holiday, perhaps I started to think differently and this will be my last holiday. Probably I cannot come back every year again but after few years to have time with my family. My bro and sis have grown up and I had felt my responsibility as an elder brother to guide them in some particular way and need to gain more understanding of their character. One said you would not appreciate what you have until you are gonna to lose them. Of course, I am not going to lose them, but will be separated for few years. I started to feel more urge to know more about them because I just realized that I dint know anything about them. It is quite hilarious that we have been living with each other for ten more years and I dont know much about them and just assuming. Hopefully, I can know what I want to know as much as possible this holiday ^_^

Last cell group's gathering for fun and activities

Tonight was the last activity for the James group in this year, and the activity was to celebrate four group members' birthday early. We had dined together and enjoyed very much the dinner. My cousin, who was the organizer for the ice-breaking event, was inspired by my email few days ago.
The email was talking about a teacher asked her students to list down each classmates' merits and then she gave to each students' their list after arranging orderly. After years, the teacher and her students were gathered to the funeral of one of her student. According to his parents, student who was passed away still held the list when he was died in the war as a soldier. His parents told the teacher that he treasured the list so much. After that, the teacher cried and found that all of her students still keep the list and was proud of the list of merit of themselves.
And we have that kind of list down the others' merit and write how you feel about that person. We wrote in cards for the others and then we collect the cards to put it together on a cardboard. After that, we had our bible studying group. Everyone seemed so happy tonight.
I was very happy after looking at the comments the others gave to me, and even more happy after finding out who wrote these comments. What surprised me was the comments given by the persons who I thought he or she never would give that comments. Yes, tonight is the good ending for today, and I felt the bonding between members was becoming stronger. Anyway, I have to clean up my emotion and prepare for my final exam as it only left two weeks for me to prepare. Good night to everyone~

Chit Chat Dream

Three of us gathered somewhere and sitting along the street, talking about each other story. I felt relaxed and wish that I could let this chitchatting keep going on forever. Listening to the another talk about her funny story, I felt peaceful. Perhaps, I want to keep myself away from the reality that I am not tolerated with. Perhaps, I just want to keep my vision clear so that I can walk without any doubts towards my ideal reality and targets. There are conflict existing within me, but peoples all know that let it be, trust and flow, and we will see how is it going. Turning bad or turning good does not matter if I feel alright with that. Just want to chitchatting and keep my worry far far away from me. LOL, it's time to wake up.....

One Of My Best Friends

She is one of my best friends in the school
And she is the one who always beside me while I am having my lecture
I seriously appreciate her companies through the whole day of my classes
But she is such a distraction for me in the lectures and I am not naturally immune to her power
Therefore, I need to try hard to concentrate on my study, harder and harder~
Don't be too shock that her name is....."Sleepiness" LOL

New Semester

New semester is starting tomorrow, I wish I can do everything well, at least in the good way.
Always want to read the articles and prepare before any workshop, always ready to stop any facebooking before exam and focus on what I need to do to success my semester papers, always accept who I am, what I want to be and then make it the reality but not just dream, always remember the cherish feeling on gaining knowledge-may be a motivation...
Ngengengengengenghehehehuhuhuhahahaha!!!

Starting of the WORLD

Just want to start sharing something I feel want to share at some time, so my blog is established to fulfill my wish, like showing off, haha...